Nice holidays

Nice holidays.
Got together with some of my NTU friends and went for a bbq at sentosa. Really wanted to see how the floating platform was, especially since I imagined it to be floating right in the middle of the sea and you could see the water surrounding you and being able to look back to [...]

Love

Love isn’t something I can handle at the moment.
Probably it’s time to totally give up on it and solely go for my goals.

Let there

Let there be no light, no darkness, no grass, no fire nor water.
Let there be no sound, no voice, no music, no noise nor screams.
Let there be no warmth, no chills, no touch, no feelings nor heart.
 
All that is left to be said has been said, done has been done, seen has been seen.
There is [...]

Measuring myself by

If I wanted some really long term results, it’s obvious I’m going to have to be consistent.
Like doing something I like for the period of 10 years or 20 years down the road, instead of taking it up, doing for a while then throwing it aside.
Sudden spurs don’t work.
Consistent long term studying in any of [...]

Sometimes

Sometimes when I try hard and recall the times in which I was the happiest, that was when I was simply doing the stuff that I was doing.
I would be fascinated by computers itself and keep trying to map as much of it as I wanted to know about it.
Also about coding, I was making [...]

Student

I’m always shocked by my students.
Really shocked.
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A female student, aged 16, asked me this question. “What are guys for? After all, girls can already do all the manual work like changing light bulbs and carrying heavy stuff. Guys are only used in reproduction, that’s all.”
Hehe, for this type of question, how to answer? She’s good [...]

Short quote

Today is sort of planning day for me, so to start off the day, I just wrote something short just to motivate myself a bit.
“I have eyes to see and the mind to plan for the dreams and future. I have ears to hear and the mind to create the sound I wish to hear [...]

What I am

What I am speaks louder than what I say or do.
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This is always the truth. I have always wondered why is it that when it came to computer stuff, the tasks to do it always just fly towards me, or why is it that my friends just call me up or ask me when it [...]

Hehe

Managed to pull myself up. Surprised at how quickly I recovered this time. Only took me one day of working at a totally different scenery, instead of just playing throughout the whole week.
I guess it comes as a package of life experiences though. Just blaze through.
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Was a productive day today, sat down and got [...]

Bored

Bored beyond anything.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
Camping at NLB where scenery is better.
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I think it’s been 6 years since I felt THIS bored. The last time I did, I gave up going to school for 2 weeks in JC without any excuses and only using forged letters to get through my form teacher.
Bored. Bloody bored.